So I changed my medication a week ago, skipped taking Arava for a week - but that was my fault for getting lazy...
I'm down to two salzoprozin a day, and toying with the idea of going back up to three, because I've been feeling more pain again recently - maybe its due to the amount of exercise I've been getting, the lack of sleep and the fact melb seems to have figured out its nearly winter and started acting like it.
The point being - I'm starting to feel real pain again... twinges and uncomfortableness and I wish to god i could be pampered and get a back rub type pain.
Not really severe pain - but an annoyance strong enough to start me reaching for painkillers.
Now part of me is going - no don't take painkillers, must build up tolerance to pain, deal with it you wuss.
And the nice ppl in the hospital said - take painkillers, why suffer pain when you don't have too.
So now I'm vaguely worried - i got all happy, and now it looks like winter might be up to its usual tricks...hell - I'll take pain in winter, if i can be healthy the rest of the year
but fuck it - i don't want the pain - and i have magic pills to take it away
I knew the beginning of winter was a bad time to change my medication - but its easy enough to go back to the old dosage
Should I be strong - or should i take the blue pill? Current Mood: trying not to worry