#1 Me, Boy and Plans
I have three entries to write - one about my party and one about me and boy and plans and one is for kate and morgan - I think its easiest to separate them rather than one long post.
this is #1
Boy..umm..oh..boy, the words keep being said 'oop's i wasn't meant to fall for you, that wasn't in the game plan, its just supposed to be a bit of fun' oops - no - no oops - I'm damn glad this has happened, who care's if it was the plan or not..this boy rocks, this boy is special and I feel priviledged to be allowed to love him.
Its a weird sort of relationship - following no standard pattern or timing - just these short intense bursts as we manage a weekend together everynow and then - separated by phone calls and regular words on goofey (instant messaging thingy)
I don't know what will happen - but I've got a good feeling.
My current plan - okay - the actual plan is to wait until after i see if i get this web job or not - but what i currently feel will happen.
Madi is moving to melbourne for awhile - madi is going to live with me and this will be a good thing I feel - i will have company and madi will have her own space to grow and get her head together and my kittens get a new playmate - yeah - 3 children.
I'm going to have to drive to canberra and pick up madi and mal at some point - unless anyone knows of any cars coming down to melb?
After September I get to start applying for jobs in Canberra - and me and madi will move back to canberra - I will be in the same city as Aveline, and Madi and Mikey and Boy :) And these are the ppl i feel closest too at this point.
Anyone know of any good web jobs going in canberra?
Then again I might not - but this seems a workable plan at the moment.
I've left boy at the airport at 8.30 this morning, i got a little teary as i left the airport... but i'll see him again soon. Current Mood: hopeful